lunes, 11 de enero de 2010

Experiences - Part 8 (English)

Around the year 2005, my parents were taking a psychophysics course in an institute called Argentum, here in Buenos Aires. Although I don’t agree with all what they teach there and their point of view, they were helping my parents with that course, and there were also very good people working there; and from time to time I went to some gatherings were they made guided meditations.
One of those meditations, started with everyone energizing ourselves (and because of the number of people energizing themselves, the ambient was full of high vibrations).
When we felt balanced and energized, we were supposed to get out of our body and meet our guide. Until the astral displacement I followed the instructions of the man guiding the meditation, but after “going out”, I didn’t hear him anymore.
Once I went out astrally, I knew that what followed was to ask an encounter with my guide. When I did so, instead of seeing my guide in front of me, I was taken to another place. I was facing a door which looked like a big temple’s door. It was a double wooden door of about 3 meters high (10 feet). Once there, I opened the doors and saw the inside of the temple, which was lightened with a soft, nice and calming light, and an atmosphere of safety and welcome.

The temple was long, with many rows of seats facing the opposite side of the door, separated in two groups, with an aisle in the middle, covered with a red carpet from the door to the center of the temple (the seats disposal was similar to a church). When I stepped inside, I saw that at the center of the temple, at the end of the aisle, there were two human-like beings standing each side of the aisle, facing each other. When I got closer, I could see them better, and they began to look familiar to me. When I was only a few meters away, I saw that they were both my guides. To the left of the aisle there was the one who took me to the shaft some years before, dressed something between a Buddhist and a ninja (it’s not the best example, but it’s because he hadn’t loose clothes), but all white clothes. The other one was taller, with shoulder-length blonde hair, and dressed with a white robe that covered all his body (even his feet).
When I reached the end of the aisle, my two guides were stood up just a step in front of me, at my sides. A moment later, in front of me, appeared a being, which had a higher vibration than my guides, and it was like a great master or teacher. He came from some meters in front of me, where the light of the room didn’t reach. All these things made all look as it was a ceremony where I was the honored. I didn’t know what was happening yet.
The master was taller than the two guides, and was wearing a different robe than the one who was wearing the guide on my right. This robe seemed to glow, the master himself irradiated light.
When he was in front of me, he stopped, extended his left arm and opened his hand. As if it was floating over his palm, there was a white flame. A moment later, he said: “Dian-el, I give you the White Flame, from now on you are a Carrier of the White Flame”; I extended the right hand expecting the flame went to my hand, but instead, it lit me, it lit my whole body. In a second I was covered by a white fire, and I felt as my whole being was being purified; I felt joy, protection and wisdom given by the flame. And then the master told me that since that moment I was a representative of the flame, which I had accepted to use responsibly when it was necessary.
After showing my gratitude, I turn around and walked to the temple’s door. When I went out, I went back to my body, and I was still feeling the white flame all over my body. Since that moment, instead of me having and being able to use the white flame, my own energy was the flame, which I had to learn how to use.
Even though I could do everything I did before with my energy, I felt that by using the white flame, I could do everything better, more efficiently, plus the new things I was able to do.
The first thing I had to learn was to control the flame and calm it, because at the beginning it wasn’t a like a single flame, but it looked like a bonfire, angry uncontrolled, with many tips (like a lot of small flames). It was very hard to make it calm as a candle flame, single, calm, peaceful and remain constantly like that.
This fire looks exactly like the fire we are used to see physically, but it’s white. At first I thought that it would be a better protection if it was like a bonfire than a candle. Until a day when I decided to calm it down.
It was a long time until the flame stood still, and in that moment I understood the protection the flame could give me in that way. In the same way that when you stare at a candle, when the flame is still, you can see a halo surrounding the flame (what I always thought that was an optical illusion), when I calmed my white flame, a light sphere of the same energy was formed around the flame, which gave me more protection and also enhanced the merkabah (vehicle of light).
Once I had the trust on the flame and I could keep It calm, I began breathing with the flame, absorbing the energy of the place surrounding me as I energize myself, as the oxygen feeds the flame of a candle. In that moment I felt one with the flame, I was the flame.
Since that time, I use the flame for everything I do with energy, knowing that once I controlled it, I could change its shape to different uses.

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2 comentarios:

Unknown dijo...

Hey Dian-El, it was beautiful and amazing to read this story of you. I was so happy to read it, i dont know exactly why, but i know that i am happy for you that you had this experience. Best wishes for you - Matthias

Dian El dijo...

Hi Matthias, thanks a lot for your comment and your wishes.
Best wishes for you too.